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Radiator

by Sadurn

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1.
snake 04:33
Honey I was wrong, I had to walk down to turn Get a good look at my ways and hell maybe I’ve learned something From wringing out my shame - I had to lay down with her if just to see it was the same thing that got me before Honey I was right, I thought about it all night I looked the snake right in his face, I’ve seen the way he blinks that eye at me But I am not afraid, I’ve heard we’re all gonna die In a cascade of system failure or in the blink of an eye Honey I would bet that I’d be just as upset I’d be at least as mad as you were when we crawled into my bed But I do regret running right up to the red I hope the waters down in Assateague are clearing your head Maybe it was wrong to meet you out in State College As if we were still together, like I was your only option  But I’m not - and you know that I’m not as true as I thought But I’d still drive for several hours on a dime if you dropped it Honey you were kind to tell me that it’s alright I know my fault is that I speak every damn thought in my mind But I want you to know that I’ll be holding that line And I believe in all your mercy And in the weight of the tide as it is pulling you back towards me You know that I am always yours if you’ll still have me Though you’re tired from that long walk over the chasm But my idea of love is that it’s lasting But my idea of love is that it’s lasting
2.
moses kill 02:59
The sharpest of opinions is lying down forever Tuesday morning without a sound And if you say you don’t like what I brought before you Then all my cards are on the ground I’m a stream off a stream off a great river delta Running to the Hudson where you grew up And I will always circle back to my beginnings And heed that dark demanding blood And when I said goodbye and thank you You know I didn’t mean it to sound so small And you were looking smaller than I had ever seen you And I never really made you proud at all But I’m a stream off a stream off the great river Hudson Running to the farm where you grew up And I will always circle back to my beginnings And heed that dark demanding blood
3.
golden arm 04:04
I wish I understood a hundred times the gnawing in my heart I wanna touch you on your golden arm I watched a whole forest grow from seeds before you got up The silence always shakes me from my sleep and I can’t get it off Be honest darling do you think of me and all this stupid stuff? It’s been a few days since I heard from you - So do I feel the love? The silence always shakes me from my sleep and I can’t get it off I wanna touch you on your golden arm - So do I feel the love?
4.
lunch 04:21
I tricked you, you fell for it - didn’t mean to let you down I don’t know what I wanted, I was trying to figure out You said can I come over - got to get out of the house And I know what you’re after but I don’t have it right now I’ll go out to State College cause I still am tangled up And you said it makes you nervous, well I think that’s fair enough You’re too sweet too sweet I wanna eat you up for lunch But it’s not what I need I have just been getting stuck So right now you are walking to the el train to go home And I tried to be straightforward but I think I got too close I promised I would tell you if there’s something you should know So I just wanna do the right thing kiss your head and go
5.
I’m trying to distract myself cause I’m getting tired of crying my eyes out over you and over nothing And maybe I’ll see someone else - it is meaningless, I do not feel it  I just want to feel like I’m a separate person But there’s a slow leak in my tire, I just fill it up every other night ‘Cause after work I’m fucking tired I just want to go back to bed and spend the next day inside But I’m still having thoughts about you at night And we had half a conversation while Jon was in the basement About going our separate ways but just in the same direction I light a candle in the shower, try to tap into my special power I end up on my knees with the water all around me So it’s ok what I’m feeling, it’s alright if I’m crying and maybe there’s some good coming although I cannot find it and I know that light humming on the back of my eyelids and that your gravity’s nothing to the dark that surrounds it But I remember being taken over by the feeling So if you think that means that I’m over you you’re dreaming
6.
There’s a calling of the void and it’s singing to ya Saying do you remember when? You were listening to the noise and it was reckless of ya Cause I don’t love you Madison I was humming to the sound as I stepped into your house Like I knew that I wouldn’t come out And the the void is calling down from our carefully built boundaries Saying what if we jumped off of these? We could jump right off of these - And isn’t that a thing for doing? Lay our bodies down in ruin I was cutting the alarms when I stood above ya Saying why don’t we go ahead? So you ran into my arms, and it was reckless of ya Cause I don’t love you Madison I don’t love you Madison There’s a calling of the void and it’s singing to ya
7.
white shirt 02:59
I’m waiting on a stranger Is that you in the white shirt? You’ve been gone almost an hour You are not the friend I had before And I don’t know how to tell you that And I don’t know if you plan on coming back A slow night at the cafe I know what you were gonna say You linger and disappear I’ve got all night to think about it here And I found you smoking in the park You had no idea you’d dragged me through the dark 
8.
radiator 03:54
Hey I know an hour ago I said I’d come and get you well Actually I think I need this hour to myself Laying on the radiator but I know I’ll see you later Suddenly i’m stepping on what I’ve been covering up When I think about you it is like a knife in my gut Maybe I should tell you what And you called to tell me that you had a terrible day So I’ll come and pick you up outside of the Rite Aid With the lamplight on your face And you know I like you exactly that way But I know the birds are circling my heart Maybe I am frightened of what happens if I start Saying what I have been thinking - Maybe I don’t want to tell you what Or maybe nobody’s certain about these things So can’t I just believe in all the goodness that I’ve seen? Like how you spread your light around me
9.
icepick 03:43
Sometimes you get so quiet, walk down to the basement and try to find the light switch and look for reassurance But I can’t reassure you if I don’t believe it I know there’s some distance, but I was gonna ride it But you and I are good friends, sometimes we’re in love and It feels almost like nothing I’m ever gonna find again And I even met your parents even thought they’re homophobic And it took almost a year for you to tell them we were dating And your mind is like a fishnet, and mine is like an icepick Sometimes it really works and sometimes it leaves us hanging And I get so frustrated about your communication But I know you can’t help it - I’m not really tryna change ya But you and I are good friends, sometimes we’re in love and It feels really important like I never wanna lose it And you even met my family, even though they are chaotic Even though I keep them distant and never go to Massachusetts And your mind is like a fishnet, and mine is like an icepick Sometimes it’s not enough and sometimes I think it’s perfect And I get so messed up cause I don’t know if it’s working I’m standing by the window, I can’t wait to let the light in Can’t wait to let the light in
10.
<-- 00:55

about

There’s a palpable feeling of intimacy throughout every moment of Radiator, the debut album from Philadelphia’s Sadurn. The band’s spare-yet-satisfying instrumentation, diary-like lyrics, and graceful vocal harmonies bring you in extraordinarily close, breaking down any walls between artist and listener to offer fleeting glimpses of life’s most internal moments—as well as one of the most compelling debut records in some time.

Sadurn started as the solo project of Genevieve DeGroot, who picked up the guitar in 2015 in an effort to delve deeper into songwriting. “I came to the game really late relative to most people,” DeGroot explains, “I didn’t start playing guitar and really writing songs until after college. I’d always been a singer but I just felt like I needed an instrument to really write songs on.” It wasn’t long until DeGroot was creating the music that would eventually become Sadurn. “When you reach into a new creative outlet, it’s really exciting because there’s just so much there. I didn’t have this idea that I was going to go and become a musician, but I was learning new chord progressions and writing, and I’d moved to Philly and was surrounded by other songwriters.” One of these fellow musicians was guitarist Jon Cox, who joined up with DeGroot to form an early incarnation of Sadurn. The two started playing DIY shows in the city and released several homemade, charmingly lo-fi EPs, then in early 2020, a chance experience kicked off the next phase of Sadurn. “My friend Amelia [Swain] was just learning to play drums, we started playing some of my songs together and it just made sense, we both had this feeling that we had to do this.” The group was soon joined by Tabitha Ahnert who had recently taken up bass, and Sadurn’s new lineup was complete.

With new members and an evolving sound, the beginning of 2020 was meant to be the four-piece’s debut, but the world had other plans. “I’d already been scheming about making a record before the pandemic because I was excited about the full-band songs,” says DeGroot. “We played one gig together and then everything got put on hold for a while.” After months of isolation and waiting, Sadurn figured out a way to push forward. “The only way we thought it could work was if we isolated together for a couple weeks, so we found a cheap Airbnb in the Poconos and our friend Heather Jones brought out all this recording gear.” The band moved the furniture and created a makeshift recording studio, tucking themselves away in close quarters, with only passing animals around to witness the making of what would become their first full-length. “We didn’t even know if we were going to do enough songs for an album at first, it was kind of a mystery of what was going to work,” DeGroot explains. “The whole project up to that point had been so lo-fi, so close to the source and unproduced. I wanted the band and the new recordings to still have that to some extent. We’re all so close and we were living in this cabin for two weeks making this thing, I think it was sort of the special circumstances that lent themselves to the way the album turned out.”

That warmth and familiarity permeates Radiator, with its roomy recording and lean instrumentation nimbly serving the songs, bolstering DeGroot’s stunning vocals and conversational lyrics. Sadurn’s affecting indie folk draws on a range of influences from Jason Molina, to Gillian Welch, to Alex G and Elliott Smith, working in the tradition of songwriters whose melodies are as captivating as the words within them. Radiator explores the struggles and eventual beauty of grappling with multiple emotional realities, particularly when it comes to relationships. “I definitely write as a way of processing what’s going on,” says DeGroot. “I’m usually making space for a feeling or a thought that, for some reason, I can’t talk to other people about because it’s too destructive.”

Indecision, doubt, heartbreak, the idea of being forced to choose–these internal conflicts are wrestled with throughout Radiator. Tracks like “snake,” the album’s instantly powerful opener, and “golden arm,” an unhurried ballad that shows its truest colors with time, are full of memorable moments and emotional detail. Elsewhere “moses kill” tries to make sense of unresolved feelings around identity and family overtop acoustic guitars recorded so closely that you can hear fingers moving from fret to fret, while mid-album highlight “special power” is an unabashed breakup song with a soaring chorus that belies its aching lyrics. “If you’re having doubts about a relationship, there aren’t many places you can air them,” DeGroot says. “Writing about that kind of thing is a way to wrap your mind around them.”

Radiator culminates in the penultimate song, “icepick”–a mix of gentle guitars, a hazy drum loop, and DeGroot’s revealing lyrics that slowly tumbles into album closer “<---.” This final track is a cascading reversed version of “icepick” that plays almost like an instrumental plea to go back in time, armed with the perspective and knowledge gained from a challenging experience. A sense of daring-but-necessary honesty emerges as “<---” abruptly ends, and you start the album over. True closeness isn’t always easy to achieve, but with Radiator, Sadurn prove that it’s worth the risk.

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released May 6, 2022

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